Gandalf did appear with his staff and was kind enough to be our ropegun and guide.
Being ever so curious, like you Brad, I thought of being an Elven maid with mischievous eyes. To do so one can meditate into a vision of the entity you wish to become and ask permission to assume it’s character. All was going quite well with my conceptualization, she beckoned me to herself. Her eyes, deep enchanted pools, drawing me closer, further in. Then in Noal’s voice, she says ‘Sorry buddy, already taken’.